Terry, we would like you know about your darkest fantasy. You are such an experienced woman, what haven't you done yet that makes you quiver and gush when you masturbate, thinking about it. If you are too shy to talk about your dark depravity here, you know that I will always find a use for you. Kisses
My deepest desire isnt so dark or any secret. I want to set the world record for the most sexual partners in a lifetime. Not that I have a clue what that record is nor who actually holds the record. I also dont have a clue as to how many partners Ive been with over the years but Im sure it is a mind blowing number. Secondly, I want my nakedness seen by the most people possible; either in person or my images published in print or on the web. I want to be the most recognized slut wife ever even long after Im gone just like my mentor and favorite porn queen Betty Page. My more current favorite is Marilyn Chambers, the Ivory Snow baby. Who knows maybe some day I can become more of a “pro” pornstar. I would enjoy that too. So I guess it is all connected to my love of public exposure and putting it all out there for all to see and to use as the slut wife whore I am.
I love the appearance of my pussy. It is full and in my opinion the most perfect body part I have. However Im fascinated by the appearance of a circumcised woman's vagina. Ive looked at lots of pictures but I've never met a circumcised woman in person. I have contacted a few plastic surgeon offices. They tell me it isnt something they offer. I must admit it makes me very wet just thinking about having such an extremely new look. Ive seen pics of all sorts of female circumcisions and my favorite look is just the exposed clit and open vagina. In most circumcisions the clit is usually removed but I want mine to remain for the pleasure and torture it would still bring. I want it all removed except my clit. I want my clit exposed so it is always rubbing against my clothes. In my mind that would be real torture, never being able to find relief from all the constant rubbing. I want the look of no inner or outer labia only a large vagina opening surgically shaped so it is always open. Nothing left but my exposed clit and a huge vaginal opening. Nothing to catch a creampie as it oozes down my thighs. In fact I would love to have my labia and clit hood preserved either in gold or maybe encased in some sort of acrylic so I can wear my labia as earrings and my clit hood on a chain as a necklace. I think that would be so much fun showing off my pussy even when fully clothed. Can you image the conversations my jewelry would bring? I can see the surgery in my mind's eye. I see myself naked on the examination table with my legs up and my feet in the stirrups. I am fully awake and aware of every part of the procedure. There is a woman surgeon in a lab coat sitting between my legs. With a steady hand she is using multiple forceps to pull my hood back maximizing my clit exposure. Then a very sharp surgical instrument is being used to cut away my hood and labia before cutting a large slit in my vaginal opening. Finally being sutured in such a way to leave my vagina with as huge an opening as possible. Once healed I can enjoy all kinds of huge toys up my new snatch. Hell it is about the only thing Ive not done nor had done to me. I have always compared my lady parts to other women. Along the way I have become extremely interested in how circumcised women looked down there. It certainly would change how sex feels for my partners and myself. I would love to share the video of my circumcision and the before and after view of my pussy everywhere. So what do you readers think of my darkest deepest fantasy? It is one I haven't ever shared publicly and only with a few very close friends. Now I put it out there for the whole world to know. You see I am transparent with my life story in every way and I will continue to answer all of your questions as fully and honestly as I know how no matter how personal or even embarrassing they may be. Now my turn to ask you my readers a question: Do you think I should pursue my deepest darkest fantasy and have my circumcision or do you like things just as they are?